Aman has always been subject to change regardless of how meaningless they are. Change will forever be a part of his life and can never escape it. Having said that, how does he deal with change whether it is good or bad, meager or drastic? The answer may lie on how he understands why such a thing occurs, whether or not he accepts it and actually goes thru with it. Change is a constant, ever happening phenomenon. Various changes occur be it environmental, metabolic, etc all that technical and science crap But let us focus on the change that deals with his own personal struggles.
The changes he undergoes can range from external (i.e. wealth) to internal (i.e. feelings). When he looks back on or awaits these events, he seems to have that sense of authority over the phenomenon, knowing/hoping that the decisions he makes (or made) will come out for the best. Never being a person of impulse, Aman has come to the conclusion that before change is made; he has to ask and understand the following questions:
• Are we ready?
• Is it for the best?
• Is it necessary?
• How will it affect everything around us?
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Aman is currently faced with a situation where he feels drastic change needs to occur. He has asked all the above questions and understood all concepts behind and now feels that he is ready for change. And yet somehow he feels trapped, unable to undergo the change that he deemed necessary.
Having the logic and concept behind knowing how things work doesn’t always offer the best success rate. Aman has been rambling about how much he knows and understand things for as long as he can remember but it all gets shot down by one factor that has plagued him from the beginning and that my friends is fear of the unknown. This fear is the moat that keeps Aman from his castle. Rather than taking the leap of faith Aman has always found himself at the foot of a cliff pondering on and on for days upon days and never take the leap.
Through the years we have seen Aman get ready to take the plunge only to be hindered by wondering how deep the water is or what’s in the water. He knows how to swim and yet he is unable to go any further for he doesn’t know. he pondered and pondered and pondered some more, making various risk assessments, statistics and probabilities and the more conclusions he came to the more fearful he became. Never in his life did he ever just do it , Thought after thought, conclusion after conclusion one thing remained for sure, He would never know until he tried….
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